guidelines.
I COME FOR BLOOD, AND MY BLOOD RUNS COLD.
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SERVICE. they burn out every evolved violence limitation instinct in the human psyche. pack you to bursting with.. SUBMISSION SIGNAL RECOGNITION. PACK LOYALTIES. ⊹ a private, selective portrayal of GARY "ROACH" SANDERSON from call of duty: modern warfare 2 (2009). following lore established in the original games, canon-divergence heavily tied to @pinfingers. he's had you in his crosshairs, since..
NOVEMBER 2021.
trigger warnings include, BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO.. gore and graphic violence, counter-terror / black ops related war crimes; including torture + executions without due process, pro-western ideological propaganda (obviously), passive suicidal ideation, non-traditional self-harm, sexual and gender based violence, (self-directed) misogyny / queerphobia. sex and sexual themes will be featured on the timeline, NOT ALWAYS IN AN EROTIC CONTEXT AS PER WARNINGS ABOVE. dd:dne. minors do not interact.
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i heavily prefer LONG-FORM interactions over banter: i will not reach out to you to plot / discuss connections first, due to being largely asocial myself. you are welcome to dm me at any time. please note that any interaction with reboot 141 muses will place roach in laelaps special activities, with no affiliation with the 141 whatsoever. the timeline for the original trilogy's divergence otherwise follows SAS -> 141 -> LSA.
any romantic attachment requires thorough chemistry, semi-frequent interactions, and an ooc acquaintanceship or friendship. main ship slot has been reserved. priority will always fall to my friends and main ship regarding replies, and please assume any non-named romantic denominators in-character on the timeline are in reference to said ship. non-romantic sexual themes within interactions and connections are fine.
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scripted by john. otherwise known as @gunfetishist, twenty-three, it + he exclusively. please do not randomly request my main account without interaction. i soft + hard block at will, and encourage you to do the same.
personnel records.
THE ONLY EASY DAY.. WAS YESTERDAY.
1 LAST NAME, sanderson.
first name, gary.
RADIO CALLSIGN, ROACH.
2 SERVICE NUMBER, 9762-1030.
3 RANK, sergeant.
* paygrade OR–6, including UKSF retention pay.
4 AGE, 29.
* dob 10.11., NOVEMBER 10th.
5 PLACE OF BIRTH, sheffield, yorkshire.
6 RACE, white.
* english national.
7 LANGUAGES, english (NATIVE.), arabic (CONVERSATIONAL.), dari (CONVERSATIONAL.), russian (BASIC.), french (BASIC.)
* ranked in order of comfort and rapid absorption. heavily accented in non-native speech, but coherent. passed local language qualification certificates for arabic and dari.
8 SEX, afab.
* stealth and conforming. he, him.
9 ORIENTATION, unlabeled.
* ambiamorous.
10 occupation, post courier (previous.) 16th air assault brigade combat team (previous.) 22nd special air service regiment operator (current.)
11 affiliations, task force 141 (previous.), laelaps special activities (current.)

12 BUILD, athletic, broad in shoulders and somewhat bulky.
13 HEIGHT, 6'0. (182cm.)
14 HAIR, brunet. trim, loose curls tapered at edges.
15 EYES, brown, leaning darker.
16 SCARS, gsw to left shoulder and opposite thigh. / otherwise marked by superficial and minor scarring acquired through childhood and service.
17 MARKINGS, moles under each eye, high on cheekbone. beauty marks also dot neck, shoulders, back, and one finds itself on right ankle.
18 TATTOOS, just below nape, text reads "XXII" and "QUI AUDET adipiscitur" (22nd, + who dares, wins) accompanied by hounds and the laurels of victory that wrap over shoulders, in honor of the regiment.
19 OUTLIERS, permanently resting under barracks dress, combat wear, or civvies: @PINFINGER's dog-tags keep his claim.
20 MORAL ALIGNMENT, NEUTRAL "GOOD."
* for king and country, for the commonwealth and allies, to fell every foe, by any means necessary. yet his ultimate fidelity lies not in institutions or an ideology, but the people around him, their beliefs and wants and needs and safety triumph any own. GOOD IS RELATIVE in the eyes of every man caught in his crosshairs. he doesn't care. he can sleep at night.
21 MBTI, istj. introverted. sensing. thinking. judging.
* meticulous, practical, and reliable, an established internal framework further honed in credenhill to value stability, hierarchy, and structure. familiarity and consistency feel safe. down to earth, grounded. may appear incredibly rigid at first glance, if not overly critical of others' short-comings.

psychiatricevaluation.
generally unaffected disposition; averse to interpersonal intimacy outside of team-based dynamics. thrill-seeking within operational parameters, still heeds chain of command and external intelligence authorities, tolerable impulsivity threshold. empathy ranges mid-to-average. prone to arrogance with minimal overcompensation. satisfactory stress management system and psychosomatically durable. clean service record, no disciplinary action cited. DOES NOT MEET ICD-11 DIAGNOSTIC CRITERIA FOR FURTHER ACUTE POST-OPERATIONAL TREATMENT. RECOMMENDATION: RETURN FOR ANNUAL PSYCHOLOGICAL EVALUTION, PER REGULATION.
physicalevaluation.
physical fitness continues to exceed expectations post non-fatal gunshot wounds to shoulder and thigh. complied with all therapeutic recommendations and has made full recovery. post-recovery physical screening and bloodwork continue to present no indication of carcinomas, sarcomas, or lymphoma, five-years since the al-qunfudhah radiation event. physician strongly advises continuing annual monitoring, regardless. CLEARED FOR DUTY.
background.
RUNNING TOWARDS THE SUN, LIKE MOTH TO A FLAME.
the sanderson household is idyllic, what some might even call posh: with a dentist for a father, and a solicitor for a mother, there must be nothing an only daughter could want. not a loud, nor particularly quiet home. summers in the country, parents that never so much as raise their voices at each other in anger.anhedonia is a slow poison, and it taints these memories: boring, boring, boring. sanderson is younger, brash. there is something waiting out there: and it's not a cubicle, or an office, or a lecture hall.following schooling, and a brief ten months as a post courier, with the fib of considering whether to attend mother or father's alma mater, a freshly eighteen year old sanderson enlists. naturally, to the shock and horror of both parents: so much potential, wasted as a door-kicker.at twenty-two, gary sanderson is a new man. he braves the hills test, passing selection for the special air service after an initial tenure in the 16th airborne. he goes on to serve, rotated between afghanistan, the levantine, and the gulf, until..the impossible. two suns in the sky over al-qunfudhah as a detonation wipes away thirty–thousand american marines, civilians in the hundreds of thousands.¹ it should have been a routine evacuation: a handful of high priority british nationals, escorted out of a warzone. the detonation is near-blinding, and the second escort chopper tumbles from the sky. no survivors amongst those within. they tell them they're lucky when the survivors make it to friendly ground. out just in time.he doesn't feel lucky. not when his friends and colleagues start to vomit, to waste away from radiation poisoning in the enclosed ward of a field hospital. a handful of them survive. once allowed to interact with the general patient population, corporal sanderson spends weeks doing nothing but playing cards until flown back to english soil, through landstuhl. he's told a lot of things: he's likely to never have children, he'll have to be screened for thyroid cancer once annually.medical leave is misery. what else can grow but hate? solidify what he knows in his heart to be true? THERE IS NO GREATER EVIL THAN GLASSING A CITY. all those lives. women, children, the kind of guilt you can't quantify. and when he returns to service, ..the boys call him roach. what else toughs out a nuke? he hates it. it sticks.debts are to be paid in blood. when a counter-terror task force is shuffled together, sergeant sanderson's name is on the shortlist. there's a scent in the wind, and he's chomping at the bit to hunt.²..AND EVEN HUNTERS GO THEIR SEPARATE WAYS.³ when the 141's attention is split between chasing the rising ultranationalist threat and sköll security as its premier revenue stream, the task force is dissolved, and split in two. the 141's objective remains the same: hunt makarov. LAELAPS, now including sergeant sanderson, was to work in the shadows, to liquidate sköll: by any means necessary, and hinder their growing influence.¹ call of duty 4: modern warfare (2007).
² call of duty: modern warfare 2 (2009).
³ canon divergence -- current timeline events.
allegiance.
ALL THE WRONG FRIENDS, ALL THE RIGHT PLACES.
TASK FORCE 141 takes him through kazakhstan, brazil, through schengen borders, there is so much of the world that sergeant sanderson sees. and so little he can do to purge the growing rot in every dark corner. there is only one mission. one goal. one call to duty under general shepherd's command. spread thinner and thinner, new players enter the board and suddenly; even shepherd can't justify keeping his dogs' leashes clipped so short.so of one task force become two, parallel operational objectives in mind. the 141 under captain john mactavish's directive is to stay its course, and..
LAELAPS* SPECIAL ACTIVITIES
CIA SENIOR OFFICER ANDREA STAVROU TAKES HER HOUNDS WOLF-HUNTING. gutting one half of task force 141, LAELAPS SPECIAL ACTIVITIES is a joint NATO effort that comprises of covert and clandestine operational elements / rapid-response engagement teams while in reserve, following a hybrid-model specifically to root out sköll whenever necessary. (READ: ALWAYS.)special circumstances, special permissions.. member nations agree to laelaps operations within their borders and territories: sanctioning a blank check to quell any suspected sköll involvement / ultranationalist-related activities, targeting cross-border trafficking of persons, arms, and illicit substances as revenue streams for the illegitimate ultranationalist russian government's revenue streams. operational engagements in counter-intelligence, counter-surveillance, and combat engagements - combatant sköll personnel are to be considered high-priority KILL targets, executive and administrative staff marked CAPTURE ONLY. the sovereignty of an ultranationalist-led russia is hereby not recognized, and LAELAPS operators are cleared for engaging within disputed and claimed territories.given the sensitive nature of these operations, including: executions, advanced interrogation within "BLACK SITES", and risk for civilian casualties, any media coverage generated by LAELAPS SPECIAL ACTIVIES will result in the immediate termination of the program and disavowal of any publicly indicted members. blanket court-marshal and sentencing to follow.
relations.
STRIKE A MATCH / YOU LIGHT MY FUSE.
NICO LOUVETTE.
@PINFINGERS.
the truth of it is.. he snuck up on you. YOU NEVER THOUGHT YOU'D GET THIS COMFORTABLE. he sees you to the door, all trailing, canine devotion: PLEASE DON'T LET GO. you haven't, you won't, you can't. you dream of him even half a world away, find him in the softest light of dusk.
JAMES MERCER.
@PANDRIASA.
i take six shots and you line me right up, SIX MORE and i'm on your gurney, finding religion in the operating theatre. it's your hands packing gauze / needle / thread into my disassembled self, and twelve more lives you give me. if only i could find so many years.
LUKAS LANGE.
@WARSDORN.
contempt is as versatile and as rigid as you need it to be: its gray shapes dance all around us. did you know, at its root, tmne means TO CUT? one cuts flesh, one cuts an enemy. but does one cut potential? does contempt yearn to be anything other than a knife?